Evaluation and Resolution

Maybe its too late if I write these post now, but I think it’s better then I didn’t write anything’s else.2008’s evaluationIf remind all situation and all things that happened at 2008, I think 2008 it’s a better year than 2007. I feel 2007 its very suck year because I feel I do nothing. Stagnancy is a routinely. Thanks to God , its didn’t happen at 2008. A big change was happened at the middle year. A true life become and big dream and big opportunity was came.In economic side, thanks to God once more time, I can catch my saving target [*for my secret target at 2009*]My college education at 2008 it’s also running well. All schedules was on the right track. And until now I can finish 112 SKS’s. Need a little step again to create “S.Kom” after my last name.Start dreaming and start to make it come true … J2009’s resolutionFirst of all, I don’t want make a same year as 2008. 2009 must be my other successful year.2009 must be a start year for me to be a better man. Not only be a better boy or just be good teenager [serious mode ON].My 2009 mission must go on and be a successful thing what ever happen. So, I would make at begin and the middle of this year is the time to prepare all the things. Sorry, I wouldn’t explain what mission it is. Lay the time to answer it.2009 must be last year for me to make “S.Kom” follow my last name. Note = Need a few year to make it. So, I would make this year is the last year to make it. Ammmiinnnn …And the last, I’m must optimized God have the best plan for me, specially about my occupation and my future live. Still need guidance and bless from HIM.I things that’s all of my resolution. But it is just a master plan. Soon, I will make a real plan to do my master plan above. On next post …

... it's great bless

Thanks to God for this feel, for this life ... I so sorry for my bad in the past, sorry for the worst thing, for the worst think, for the worst done .... I'm very disappointed with my self, my think about life ... Please, forgive me God, Blessing me ...

Open Mind

Remember a time ago, one of my friends used "open mind" as him status. As a word "open mind" means think more and more. In terminology open mind means think more then that you can think, dont be a prisoner of the prison that made by our think. I'am not too remember what the complete means that ever explained in my friend's blog but in another word, open mind means think more and more and straight to the future and be free from all obstacle and shackle.Its enough internesting to be explore more, because open mind make me stoped to think somethink that useless and so far from my life now and make me think all of the think around me. And I think with open mind method of course ...In this moment I will be a old man or oldies man. You can make an assumsion that I giving suggestion for may self or try to make my self happy. Ok ... in my brain open mind give more and more meaning behind the word that just two combining word.When we open minding, we must be free from all of trouble, obstacle, and shacle that made by our self. So we must be more objective to our self and dont be our self. In another word, we must be anyone else. Dont think about happiness and sadness, but think that we are finding the best way from the problem. The best from the 'goodness' version, not from our version.I think the easiest way to open mind is collect all of the fact that have relation with our problem. Think and choose one by one. Dont think about like or dislike, but think about the bigest adventage in the future.Why must think about the future ? not the present ? a simple answer I think ... because we life for the future not for the present. The present actually is the effect from the past. Believe or not, but everythings not suddenly happen, everythings need proccess. Rice that we eat everyday is coming from the village and over some unsimple proccess. Think if the rice still in the field, do you think that rice will give an advantage ?? I dont think So. And look the proccess, I think it is not a simple proccess. Find and think it !My wrote not recommend to live in sadness. I just want to drawing that the way to be success not always enjoyable. But not imposible to be enjoyable thing. My condition now is not loose from everythings that I did in the past 3 years ago. Lets imagine what will happen if at that time I choosed to enjoy my life and broke my study ... So what happening now ....Look like my wrote in the last, dont look what are you doing now, but look what the impact of you do in the futures.